Sunday, August 8, 2010

Flashmob / condolences

Took part in the flashmob @ Joo Chiat Complex todae!
It was so~ damn fun.
And the best thing of all, it will be featured as a music video for hari raya tis year!
and guess wat?
it will be televised @ Suria on 13 aug at 8.30pm
There's a total of 85 dancers from various school and 5 mediacorp artist
that were involved in this flashmob.
most of us were dancing under the hot scorching sun.
And we dance a total of like wat? 5 times? just for the cameramen to do the shoot.

and...
my nenek passed away yesterdae,7 aug 2010.
I was not that closed to her.
therefore her sudden demise doesn't really bring a huge impact on me.
and ,at first, i didn't even cry when i saw her dead body lying and being covered, in the living room of my aunt's house.
and seriously,like for the first time MUSLIHA have no feelings at all.
i only cried when i started thinking on the reasons why i don't have any sad feelings of the sudden loss.
I cried not because i'm sad about the loss, but i cried because i feel really guilty on not having any feelings on the demise of my grandmother.
:(
condolences to my family.

Friday, August 6, 2010

It cuts me deep down inside to put up a strong front when i really feel like bursting out my tears.

Yes...Yes...YES.! I envy u!
SERIOUSLY.